Det kommer som i vågor, och just nu drog en stor jävla våg över mig.. Såg en film, som handlade typ om att dom i filmen kunde göra så att man glömde bort en person.. självklart blir mina tankar mot robin. Ja det hade varit rätt skönt att glömma alla minnen, så låg länge och funderade på alla minnen vi har.. Alla saker som påminner om honom.. slutade med att jag fick stänga av filmen och ta bort den, kunde inte fortsätta se.. blev så otroligt ledsen.. 



Så nu ligger jag här i mörkret, går igenom alla minnen, alla saker jag fått som jag fortfarande har framme i mitt rum som påminner mig om minnen. Kommer det alltid göra ont att tänka på alla minnen? :/  
 
Ska lägga mig och lyssna på Brandy - Have you ever nu. Den är fin. :)

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Have you ever loved somebody so much
It makes you cry
Have you ever needed something so bad
You can't sleep at night
Have you ever tried to find the words
But they don't come out right
Have you ever, have you ever

Have you ever been in love
Been in love so bad
You'd do anything to make them understand
Have you ever had someone steal your heart away
You'd give anything to make them feel the same
Have you ever searched for words to get you in their heart
But you don't know what to say
And you don't know where to start


Have you ever found the one
You've dreamed of all of your life
You'd do just about anything to look into their eyes
Have you finally found the one you've given your heart to
Only to find that one won't give their heart to you
Have you ever closed your eyes and
Dreamed that they were there
And all you can do is wait for the day when they will care


What do I gotta do to get you in my arms baby
What do I gotta say to get to your heart
To make you understand how I need you next to me
Gotta get you in my world
'Cuz baby I can't sleep