to make you happy ill pretend

i get drunk, i get high
but nothin takes the pain away
i search my mind for somethin right
but all it does is back away
cause you're not here and its too late
theres nothin left for me to say
except i love you, except i miss you



you know i would've loved you
til the day our lives were through
but i guess a little ass on the side was,
just more important to you
never thought id be the one
lookin back on what went wrong
wonderin if you ever meant a word you,
you said, said to me at all